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250 - STRESSED (Rant)

Urgh today has been a long day, seen as my supposed friend has decided that she wants to cause problems for me now for no reason. Awhile ago Evie (you'll probably remember last year I helped her out with all the family problems she was having, then she crashed her car when I was in it, then fell out with me because my mum and dad decided to put a claim in against her) decided to fall out with me. About a month and a half ago the leader of the youth group that I go to said I couldn't go to massive because she was there. He eventually changed his mind and said as long as we didn't talk that was fine. Well today Evie decided she wasn't going to play nice, she locked herself in the leaders office, sat under his desk 'rocking and shaking' because I was there. She's telling Will that I have done and said things that I haven't done and apparently she's 'petrified of me'. I've done nothing wrong, Will even admitted that she was just doing it for Drama because I'd done nothing. 

I am soooo annoyed because she's supposed to be a 'good mate' and when she's needed someone I've been there for her. When I need someone where is she to be seen? NO WHERE instead she's fallen out with me and is now lying about me behind my back. I know it might sound like I'm ranting about nothing but I am just so mad at her. It's also making me wonder whether a lot of the things that she said had happened ever did actually happen? I know this might seem like a bit of a rant but I'm just trying to get my head around everything that is going on. 

Tomorrow I get some horse time and then this time next week I'll be part way to seeing my boy :D. 

I'm shattered guys so I'm off to bed! 
Night y'all 

A Girl With A Dream 
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  1. Kitty KatFriday, June 06, 2014

    Sorry, unfortunately you will run into these types even well into adulthood. Try to keep your head up and just be super polite and calm when you are around her, and don't be alone. People like that usually have something in their private life that leads them to needing that drama and attention, and they will get it at anyone's expense. Hope you have some good horse time.

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  2. AmberRose- Girl With a DreamSunday, June 08, 2014

    Thank you! She's been made to only work there every other week so that she is never there when I am there which is going to help. I used to think I knew her really well but I'm starting to realise there are a lot of things I DIDN'T know about her and that getting angry won't get me anywhere. Time to be the bigger person

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  3. Achieve1dreamMonday, June 09, 2014

    Don't apologize for ranting! That is definitely not nothing! I agree with what Kitty Kat said. You will run into that even as an adult. I had a friend that I thought I knew really well and she totally turned on me too. In the end it was actually a really good thing how it all worked out, so don't get discouraged. :)

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    1. AmberRose- Girl With a DreamMonday, June 09, 2014

      It gets better for no reason she's rung the police about Friday night (even the police person said it was wasting his time).I can't believe how much she has changed since I first knew her. Ever since Jack's not been here she's gone like this and I just really don't understand why!

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    2. Achieve1dreamMonday, June 09, 2014

      Try not to stress out over it. She apparently has problems and they probably actually have nothing to do with you. To this day I still have no idea why my friend suddenly turned against me. I've learned just to let things go rather than stress myself out trying to figure out what her problem was. We have to live our own lives and be the best we can be. Obviously we should help others when they want it but you can't help someone like her. Hugs!

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    3. AmberRose- Girl With a DreamTuesday, June 10, 2014

      yeah, I'm just going to ignore it and be the bigger person, lifes too short to be worrying about pointless things! going to focus on the good things that I've got going at the minute, thank you for the advice i do really appreciate it.

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