236 - Catch up post

Friday, 20 June 2014
So this time last week I was lying in bed in a hotel looking forward to seeing Jack, I was super excited and couldn't wait to see him. Then I saw him on both Saturday and Sunday which was really nice, I just loved it. We got to chat about all sorts and I got lots of cuddles and kisses which made me smile, and got to hear him say that he loved me again. It seemed like ages since I had heard that. We had a giggle and just talked about everything that was going on. It was amazing but it just sees like forever until I'm going to see him again. I miss him like mad and it still doesn't feel like normal him not being here but I suppose it never will. Leaving on Sunday was hard neither of us really wanted to go or say good bye so it wasn't the easiest thing that I have ever had to do. But we managed it and in the end I think that this will make us a lot stronger but only time will tell. I haven't heard from him since I've seen him so I'm hoping that he's doing okay. 

This week I've spent lots of time out with Rachel, Lisa and Kenny, yesterday and today we watched some horror films and ate lots of popcorn, cake and chocolate. We also went to Toby Carvery which was really nice and I really enjoyed it. The days before that we spent at Rachels and we had a giggle in the sun, in the kids pool and I've managed to catch quite a good tan. 

Tomorrow I get to ride Gatsby and I can't wait, it's going to be a really good day and I'm' looking forward to it! 

Until Next Time 
A Girl With A Dream 

243 - Just a Quickie

Thursday, 12 June 2014
Hiya Guys, 

This is just a quick post from me as it's 1am and I am finally starting to feel tired. I don't know whether I  ever told you that I had got to do some referral work because I had missed my deadline for one of my modules and that if I didn't pass this module I wouldn't be able to keep on doing my course? Well if I didn't I have done now. The deadline for the referral work was monday the 16th of June. However I have decided that I was going to get it handed all in today so that I can just enjoy my weekend with my mum and also seeing jack. So I wouldn't have to be worrying about whether or not I had got it finished. Well I've just uploaded my final piece of coursework, after checking it for plagiarism and coming back with a score of 1% on one and 3% on the other. I then also had a power point to upload and now all I can do is sit around and wait for my uni results to come in. I've emailed the tutor in control of this module to let him know that I have handed the work in early and maybe because I have he'll mark it early? Well I can wish he will do! 

Tomorrow my mum and I start heading down south to go see my boy. I am so excited to see him seen as it seems like forever since the last time I actually did see him. I get to see him on the Saturday and Sunday and then I think my mum is seeing him on the Sunday with me as well. I've had a letter off him everyday this week which has been kind of nice and something that I wasn't really expecting to happen. But now I'm sleepy and ready for bed! I'll keep posting over the weekend so you can all know what's going on if you're interested? 

Until Next Time 
A Girl With A Dream 

246 - Deadlines and Supposed Friends

Tuesday, 10 June 2014
Well I could rant more about Evie and what she's continuing to do but to be honest I am done with that! I'm over it she want's to act like a child that's her choice but I am not going to sink down to her level. Instead I'm going to enjoy the time that I have got and get on with my life.  I will fill you guys in on what happens. Evie decided for some reason to ring the police about how she felt on friday night. So yesterday they came out to talk to me and said they didn't see why they had been involved as there was obviously no reason for them to be called out! I don't know what games she's trying to play but I am having no part in this! 

Today I've spent with my mum, helping her do some jobs. I also got an application form for a part time job to keep myself a little bit busier and get some extra pennies! I've also decided it's time for a shoe clean out! Everyone that knows me knows that I LOVE shoes, but half of them I don't even wear anymore and I have found a shop that will buy your old shoes off you, so tomorrow I'm taking them to see how much I can get for some of my old shoes. Then I plan on finishing my uni work and handing it in so it's handed in early this time! 

Until Next Time  
A Girl With A Dream 

247 - Competition

Monday, 9 June 2014
Hiya Guys, 

So today I didn't do much up until pony club (other than get myself some new water proof trousers). Then at Pony Club we got told because of all the bad weather (thunder and lightening) that riding was definitely off the cards. So we got told at the last minute that we would be doing a competition, grooming and turn out. I got to work with Betsy and we worked on getting Vettie ready which was really nice. We plaited his mane and tail. Brushed him all over, added hoof oil and came out with a lovely looking shining horse! (Pictures to follow). Then it was time for the judging, done by Fiona and Elaine. We had to wait to find out who had one and while we were waiting we mucked out the horse that we had done, made sure it had food and water and that it had got it's rugs in. When we got the results I was pleasantly surprised to find out that we had got 4th place!!! So I got a new rosette to put on my wall. 

Then I had an eventful evening but I am saving that one for a post of it's own! It needs one! Pictures to come tomorrow. 

Until Next Time 
A Girl With A Dream 

248 - Picture Post - Chatsworth Horse Trials

Sunday, 8 June 2014
I figured it had been a while since I had posted any of my Rosamber Photography photographs so here they are. Let me know what you all think and any criticism is fine with me, it all helps me to become a better photographer.

Until Next Time 
A Girl With A Dream 

250 - STRESSED (Rant)

Friday, 6 June 2014
Urgh today has been a long day, seen as my supposed friend has decided that she wants to cause problems for me now for no reason. Awhile ago Evie (you'll probably remember last year I helped her out with all the family problems she was having, then she crashed her car when I was in it, then fell out with me because my mum and dad decided to put a claim in against her) decided to fall out with me. About a month and a half ago the leader of the youth group that I go to said I couldn't go to massive because she was there. He eventually changed his mind and said as long as we didn't talk that was fine. Well today Evie decided she wasn't going to play nice, she locked herself in the leaders office, sat under his desk 'rocking and shaking' because I was there. She's telling Will that I have done and said things that I haven't done and apparently she's 'petrified of me'. I've done nothing wrong, Will even admitted that she was just doing it for Drama because I'd done nothing. 

I am soooo annoyed because she's supposed to be a 'good mate' and when she's needed someone I've been there for her. When I need someone where is she to be seen? NO WHERE instead she's fallen out with me and is now lying about me behind my back. I know it might sound like I'm ranting about nothing but I am just so mad at her. It's also making me wonder whether a lot of the things that she said had happened ever did actually happen? I know this might seem like a bit of a rant but I'm just trying to get my head around everything that is going on. 

Tomorrow I get some horse time and then this time next week I'll be part way to seeing my boy :D. 

I'm shattered guys so I'm off to bed! 
Night y'all 

A Girl With A Dream 

253 - Catch Up Post

Tuesday, 3 June 2014
Sorry guys it's safe to say that I have been slacking for the past few days. Things have just been really busy so I will start with Last monday and go through til today (Tuesday). Last Monday was pony club evening. It was also a badge evening. Which was really exciting as we haven't done a badge in a while. This time it was the perfect paddock badge that we had to do.We had to be able to set a 'paddock' up in the school using poles to show where the fences would be. Jumping blocks represented the shelter, hay net obviously was hey and the water bucket was water. We also had to answer questions saying what shouldn't be in the field, what should be, if there's three horses in the field how many piles of hay should there be. Then we had to do the more obvious question which was list a load of poisonous plants. 

Tuesday I spent the day with George. We didn't do much. I had tried to go with my mum to visit Dean and Sue in hospital but when we tried to go there was literally no where to park in any of the hospital car parks so we couldn't stop and say hello which was really frustrating. After that George had got a letter in the post off Jack and he wanted me to go and see him so that I could read it. He seemed alright in that letter he was on the induction wing and that wasn't too bad. 

Wednesday came and I got another letter off Jack. I was at my stables in the morning, I was helping Fiona muck out the stables while Elaine and her dad worked on the new stables at the back of the yard. They look really good (I will get pictures) and Rocky and Pumpkin love them. Jack seemed okay when he wrote to me. He said he didn't like it there and just wants to come home. No one on the wing is friendly so he's keeping himself to himself.

Thursday was a more quiet day. I can't actually remember what I did. It might have been one of the days that I stayed in at home or it could have been one of the evenings that I went out to see Kenny and George to be honest I am not really sure. 

Friday came and it was the own a pony day.  Of course I got to do Gatsby's stable. hehe I love this horse. Then I also had to do Fussy's stable, she has shavings in where as Gatsby has pellets. I prefer Gatsby's bedding to be honest with you all! We swept the yard and made sure ALL the hay nets were full and ready for the next day. Gatsby even has a new hay bar in the back of his stable, which he likes and it makes him stretch more so that's funny to watch. We then split in to riding, we worked in two different groups and it is safe to say it's the best that I have rode in a while. Gatsby dropped in to an outline instantly and we had a really good ride. Then it was time to wash him down, but him in his stable and time to go home. The day went really quickly. Friday evening I chilled with George and Kennys. I was supposed to be stopping at Kenny's house for the night but it got to 1am and I just didn't feel well, I couldn't get comfy and I couldn't sleep I just wanted my own bed back! 

Saturday I rode Gatsby like I do every week. It was the week that Alice was here but we did work on doing some jumping. We didn't do any big jumps because we were mainly working on looking at my position going over the jumps. This was the first time that I had jumped since I fell off Gatsby jumping so I think that I was a little more nervous than I had initially realised. But once I got back in to the swing off things I was alright. I also got a letter off Jack today he's not doing well. He hates where he is, he's missing home and he's got no chance of coming home early on tag :(. But in a way that's good. Oh have I told you guys I'm going to see him for the first time since this happened on the 14th. I am super excited!!! Brody also came with me to my riding lesson as soon as he saw Gatsby he was saying 'horse' and then trying to say Gatsby. He was really cheerful and happy so that was nice. My uncle also came to see me ride Gatsby and he showed Brody all the horses that were in the stables except for little Rocky as his stables more hidden away. He liked being able to say hi to the horses, not long and he'll be wanting to ride. 

Sunday was a day that I just chilled out with George. Monday I chilled with George, Kenny and Lisa and then I went to Pony Club in the evening. We are doing our training for the mini road riding Badge that we will be doing in I think 3 weeks! So if I pass that I will then have 7 badges. It's mad to think that we will have been doing pony club for over a year now. It honestly doesn't feel like it has been that long. I've learnt so much and loved every minute of it. Then I went home and had an early night. 

Today's Tuesday. I've not really done a lot, I helped give Jacks dad a lift to work and then when I got back the post had come. Jack had wrote to me again, it was 6 sides long, I was surprised to see that it was that long but it was really nice. He's feeling down at the minute. He's got a new pad mate who seems okay but he goes in 30 days so then he'll be back on his own. He says he feels like a loner because on the yard, the gym and on the wing he spends his time alone. So he's hoping that he will find a few mates to get along with to make the time go faster. He's also started education so he's keeping busy. He says he's looking forward to seeing me to. 

Anyway I know this post is getting really long so that's it for today. Expect pictures tomorrow and other fun stuff! 

Until Next Time 
A Girl With A Dream