Midnight Magic. 19th May 2015- The start of the Dream coming true

Midnight Magic. 19th May 2015- The start of the Dream coming true
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32. Challenges

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Well it is safe to say that the start of my new year, has been challenging, but as the blog is such a supportive world I feel comfortable enough to explain to you guys what's going on.

Magic is doing great, he picks up his feet (all four without kicking), he walks in hand without being completely stupid. He plays the friendly game in parelli and is starting to learn the porcupine game and I am doing lots of reading on monty roberts and join up.  After a fairly heatEd argument with someone at the yard I decided to ignore his suggests, he is a firm believer in a firm hand and I'm a firm believer in being natural and calm,  don't get me wrong he'll get a tap on the nose if he does something drastically wrong. But the majority of the time a firm no in an angry voice works just fine with him. We had tried doing some work on trotting in hand but so far we haven't got very far with that and it was causing more problems then less. So we're sticking with where we are at the minute and when the time comes to move on to the next stage then that is what we will do.  Unfortunately, magic has had mud fever, all though that is slowly clearing up, and I'm also treating him for possibly having mites we think that he came with them as a foal as he has always rubbed his neck but recently he has got worse about doing it. So I spray that on him and he always gets a really good groom. He's really happy at the moment and I think that he has got the capability to be a great horse he just needs to understand some times that he is a little bit bigger than most foals of his age.

As for me I'm complicated, I've avoided blogging because my head hasn't been in the right place the past few weeks, and my health isn't in the best place either.  But I'm getting there slowly I took the first step by going to see my doctors about my mental health two weeks ago and they put me on tablets it then got a hell of a lot worse before it got better but the best week I've been a little bit level don't get me wrong there's still days where I feel like I want to go insane but regularly taking the medication and the support from my amazing family, boyfriend and of course magic has kept me going. The past sort of week things have slowly startEd to get better, I have now sorted out my financial situation, I've fully withdrawn from university to dedicate my time to sorting my health out and to getting magic where I want him to be. I save up every single day with the aim towards when I have my licence back getting myself back on the road. I'm trying to focus on the positives don't get me wrong I've had some shit and there's still momenta when the negatives drive me mad but for now I'll focus on the positives. I've realised I was taking out my problems on all the wrong people and that that is something that I have got to stop doing and slowly and surely I am getting better at it. Tomorrow I have to meet the person to talk about my mental health and I'll be honest I'm dreading it and I also think that it will be a waste of time. The only therapy I want is horse therapy and maybe a bit of retail therapy when I have a better income.

I am now officially exhausted so I am going to leave you with some magic pictures.

Cuddles with my baby boy, I love my Pony lots and lots and lots. I wouldn't trade him for a million dollars, I would rather live in a struggle than live with out this boy and one day I'll prove all the people that said I couldn't do it that I could do.  
That's just the bond that the pony and I have got, he doesn't care if I lie on him, If I just sit on the floor and chill with him, he just enjoys my company and I just enjoy his. 

Me and the pony face he loves to give people kisses.
yes that is me behind the giant pony,no I don't think I was leaning down he really is just that huge.

Until next time
Amber and Magic 


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