So this time last week I was lying in bed in a hotel looking forward to seeing Jack, I was super excited and couldn't wait to see him. Then I saw him on both Saturday and Sunday which was really nice, I just loved it. We got to chat about all sorts and I got lots of cuddles and kisses which made me smile, and got to hear him say that he loved me again. It seemed like ages since I had heard that. We had a giggle and just talked about everything that was going on. It was amazing but it just sees like forever until I'm going to see him again. I miss him like mad and it still doesn't feel like normal him not being here but I suppose it never will. Leaving on Sunday was hard neither of us really wanted to go or say good bye so it wasn't the easiest thing that I have ever had to do. But we managed it and in the end I think that this will make us a lot stronger but only time will tell. I haven't heard from him since I've seen him so I'm hoping that he's doing ...