The way to heaven is on horseback

Well I could rant more about Evie and what she's continuing to do but to be honest I am done with that! I'm over it she want's to act like a child that's her choice but I am not going to sink down to her level. Instead I'm going to enjoy the time that I have got and get on with my life.  I will fill you guys in on what happens. Evie decided for some reason to ring the police about how she felt on friday night. So yesterday they came out to talk to me and said they didn't see why they had been involved as there was obviously no reason for them to be called out! I don't know what games she's trying to play but I am having no part in this!  Today I've spent with my mum, helping her do some jobs. I also got an application form for a part time job to keep myself a little bit busier and get some extra pennies! I've also decided it's time for a shoe clean out! Everyone that knows me knows that I LOVE shoes, but half of them I don't even wea...

Urgh today has been a long day, seen as my supposed friend has decided that she wants to cause problems for me now for no reason. Awhile ago Evie (you'll probably remember last year I helped her out with all the family problems she was having, then she crashed her car when I was in it, then fell out with me because my mum and dad decided to put a claim in against her) decided to fall out with me. About a month and a half ago the leader of the youth group that I go to said I couldn't go to massive because she was there. He eventually changed his mind and said as long as we didn't talk that was fine. Well today Evie decided she wasn't going to play nice, she locked herself in the leaders office, sat under his desk 'rocking and shaking' because I was there. She's telling Will that I have done and said things that I haven't done and apparently she's 'petrified of me'. I've done nothing wrong, Will even admitted that she was just doing it for...

Hiya,  See guys I told you I was going to get back in to the habit of blogging again. It's taken me a while to get back in to the swing of things but I am glad to be back again. I'd forgotten how much writing a blog manages to keep me busy and keep me entertained when I'm having a bad day.  Today has been another day where I've not done a lot, I waited in for the post this morning hoping that something would come from Jack, I know i'm being overly optimistic but a girl can wish, right? Nothing came though, I then curled up with Angel and caught up on Jeremy Kyle and The Real House Wives of Miami. It was one of the reunions they do and I've got to say it bored the hell out of me this time which is unusual. Then I called in to see Jacks mum for a bit as she was home alone, so we kept each other company had a catch up and a chat and then some lunch as well so that was really nice. Came back home and went back to sleep. I've found that all I'm reall...

After catching up on some much needed sleep (I slept from 7pm til 10am). I was up and feeling much better and more awake this morning. I got up in time to go and help my mum and Uncle doing the food shopping, as I know both their backs have been aching recently! Neither are feeling 100%. When we got home I decided that I was going to get some work done I got six pages done (3 in Visual Tech Sketchbook, 2 in Creative skills and 1 in Visual Studies sketch book). I felt like I'd really accomplished something and if I wake up in the morning I want to get another page done before I go to the stables.  Then this evening I went to my youth group which was fairly uneventful up until the end where two of the lads (also one of them a good mate, and another a mate I know fairly well) managed to fall out. Not only that but Evie and I then went to the pub with them and the awkwardness continued. It wasn't the best end to the night but it was a good way to wind down. Now to take more ph...

Today has been a quiet day for me. I got up this morning and went to help my mum do the shopping, I have Fridays off university so thought it would be nice to help my mum plus it was a job that I don't mind doing, although today it was really busy. Then I spent the afternoon playing on Harvest Moon DS, it's a game that I used to have and recently I've bought again.  Then at 4pm I had to go to the Dentist because as you all know I am due to have a tooth pulled out. Well the problem is that the tooth in question is becoming incredibly sensitive and painful, I can't eat on that side of my mouth or close my jaw properly. I'm on my third set of Anti-biotics or it might be fourth. I've had it refilled with medication three times and it just keeps getting worse.  After I had been to the dentist I went out with my mum to do some photography. There was a really weird lighting around where I live so I took the opportunity to take photos of the scenery and also to...

Today has been another long day, I really want to post but to be honest I really do not have the energy.I have not slept much in the past 24 hours, so if I tried writing a long detailed blog post it more than likely would not make sense.  Today was the dressage clinic ans then it was pony club fiona, Elaine and I all rode Gatsby today and it was amazing to see the difference in Gatsby when other people were riding him. I really want to go I. To details about what I did, but that won't be tonight, so y'all have to wait until tomorrow.  Hopefully tonight I will actually actually make it to my room and to my bed but who knows, the next 24-48 hours are going to be incredibly long.  Until Next Time  A Girl With A Dream 

Ok its time to actually write a decent length post, while I have not been posting the past few days I have been reading everyone's blogs and would like to say that my thoughts are with L over at Viva Carlos during this tough time that she is going through.   On Friday it was ny nans funeral, while it was a sad occasion I loved being able to see everyone, including my irish cousins that went home today. We went to the crematorium for 3:08pm and emotions were running high. But I had my best friend there to support me and I really appreciated it. We then went back to Horsley lodge for the wake. It was so long afternoon but we had some really nice chats with different people that we would not see very often. Evie their came back to mine for the night because of personal things in her life, she will be with me until at least Tuesday.  Saturday I got to see my big fella and Evie got to meet him for the second time. My cousins also got to meet him and see me ride. We were ori...

Until Next Time A Girl With A Dream

Today's post isn't going to be very long. Feelings in the house are weird and it has a peculiar atmosphere to it at the minute. After I posted last night I headed to bed for an early night. It was one of the best nights sleep that I've had in a while However at about 8:30 this morning my mum woke me up to tell me that my nan was no longer in pain because she had gone now. No one really said anything all morning it was filled with everyone trying to keep themselves busy. At around lunchtime my mum took me out for my drive in my car. It involved lots of hills but also lots of traffic because today is a bank holiday. It got me used to working through the gears as well as stopping and starting.  My mums ordered me a chocolate brown dress for my nans funeral as I don't have any formal clothing and chocolate brown or tan and black were my nans favourite colours. Tonight I don't know what the plan is. I'm going to have a chinese as i haven't really eaten all d...

Well I finally got round to putting the pictures up that I've wanted to put up for the last few days. Today's been a day full of activities including woke up quite late this morning so I went as soon as I was awake to get my pink filing cabinet that is going to be for the next few years at uni. I then drove back and had a longer nap I just felt so tired and with my ears hurting I didn't get much sleep last night. My mum came back to wake me up when my sister arrived. For a while we just sat in my nans bedroom talking so that my nan knew that she had got some company and that we wanted to sit with her. After a while I gave my sister some space with my nan and Evie rang to tell me that she was just about to have a shower and then head to mine. She asked if my sister would stay until she got there and my sister agreed. We went outside when Evie got here to play football with brody. Now for those of you that know me will know that I used to play football but I haven't in s...

Today has been another long day but I am ending it with my best, mate so that is making me feel better. When I woke up this morning I couldn't feel all down the side of my face that I've got the ear infections on and when I tried to lie on that side of my face it made me really hurt. So my doctor extended the amount of time that I will need to need be on antibiotics and the ear drops.  Then my mum took me to get another new folder so that I now have a folder for my English revision as well as my textiles revision. I also got to refill note pads so that when I'm making notes I can take the Page out of the pad and put it in my folder so that I know everything is together. As I tend to lose sheets and things like that. Then I decided to do some more revision for both my textiles and English classes. I really want to get the best grades that I can so that I can still go to university this October to do my photography course. I'm really trying hard to do the things that...

Well today I went to the wildlife leisure place to go painting, the only downside to this plan was that I had to be up and out the door by 8/8:10am now for those of you that know me I am not a morning person. But I'd told my best mate that I was going and that was that.  For an hour we had to stand around waiting for everyone to get organised because there were that many of us. But once we could get going the adrenaline started the first game that we played was capture the flag. We split in to two teams that we stayed in for the rest of the day unfortunately this meant that Evie and I were going to be against each other. This really bought out the competitive side in both of us which can be either really good or really bad. We drew on the first game and then we had time switch bases and a the way through til about 2 minutes off the end of the game we were going to draw again but at the last minute the other team did manage to capture our flag, we then just chilled out for about 15...

Sorry for no blog post yesterday I fell asleep at 6:30pm last night and slept through til this morning. Last morning I went upto the stables and spent a few hours mucking out I also got to experience a vet coming out. She was coming to see elaines shetland ponies Rocky and Dixie. I got to see this really cool mini x-ray machine I'd never seen it before and thought that it was cool that they could take x-rays at stables. I also sorted out that on Thursday I am going to go and help out in the morning and then at 2 I'm going to go back home to get a free ride on Gatsby for the work that I have done. Then I should have been doing an own a pony day on Friday but fionas had to cancel it because they're was not enough interest. but I will be having my normal riding lesson on Saturday.  Tomorrow I am doing something that I never thought I would do. I'm going paint balling my best mates been having a bad time recently so today we went through your out for a drive we went al...

This morning I had my first step towards not being a learner driver anymore, I had my theory test and was really nervous about it so that's one of the reasons that I didn't feel like writing long posts but I'm back and guess what? I PASSED MY THEORY TEST!!! I was really nervous about it this morning and because of this I didn't feel like being chatty to anyone and was in a really grumpy mood which I always end up doing when I feel nervous. I was so relieved to see that the questions that came up on the exam where questions that I had been practicing for the last few weeks and I was buzzing! Now all I need to do is pass my practical test (my theory test pass lasts for two years) and get myself a Mini, so that I can get places.  Then this evening as a way to kind of celebrate I decided that I was going Bowling with some mates, it was great I loved it! We all had a laugh my best mate Evie took me and bought me back and I was dead happy with my bowling results as it ha...

Today we went to visit my Nan, they have put her on a tablet to raise her blood pressure and 'at some point' she will be having an Echo (not sure the fall name or if I've spelt it right). When we got there she had a new bruise on her arm where her cannula had originally been, when we asked her what had happened she told us that a nurse had forcefully pulled the plasters off covering it over ( my nan has paper thin skin so when things stick to it they pull her skin off). He then pulled out the cannula and my Nan informed him that he was being 'a bully, cruel sadistic, and hoped he wouldn't treat his mother like he did her', later on he did apologize but said 'she was lucky he came as no-one else was coming to her', now my Nan is awfully confused at the minute, but when we told the nursing staff in charge all they would say was 'he's very gentle and a nice person' to which my nan said are you trying to insinuate that i am making it up, the nur...

Hey guys today has been a long day and for some reason at this moment in time I keep going in to really deep sleeps during the night, but then when I wake up in the morning and all I want to do is carry on sleeping however the good thing about me going into a deep sleep is that I don't have nightmares or any dreams at all. Which is good as it means that I am not waking up several times in the night.  Today has been fairly uneventful and I am too tired to write in detail about what happened so here is an overview. To start the day off we went and did the food shopping, then I washed my hair, which just seems to be getting brighter and brighter. It was then time for sixth form and I had to write down what Evie was having for her meals at the sixth form ball because she has decided that she is going to the ball after all. I had double English and then this evening I just went to a youth group, Evie said that she was going to give me a lift back and at 9:00 she decided that she wa...

Hey guys,   Happy Valentines day, I hope that you all had a good day. I've been trying to think of a really interesting horse post that is something different to my everyday horse posts, I wanted it to be something unique but so far I haven't been able to decide what so if there is anything that you would like to see that is different to the normal things that I blog about then please let me know!  Today hasn't been the best of days, my mum had got a hospital appointment so I said that I would go with her because I had a lesson and then I had a free, so instead of going into Art and then coming home I didn't go in to sixth form until later in the day and went to the hospital with my Mum instead. To start with when we tried to park the car we found that both of the car parks were full, so we had to wait for 15 minutes for someone to leave the car park so that we could park the car. We were then waiting for her to see the consultant, and it was a nightmare, we wa...

After the day I have had today the song 'Dancing Queen' by Abba seems to fit quite nicely with my day. This afternoon mums car came back, they had removed the 'third pedal/second accelerator' and they had also taken all the loose cabling stopping it from messing around with the radio which should mean that the Radio and central panel won't have any more problems with them. The car was supposed to be back for 10am so that we could do all the jobs in it at once fill it up with petrol and do the shopping, but mum got told that we wouldn't have her car back til 1pm and then it became 1:30 they might make they're mind up one day, and actually stick with it. So this meant that this morning we went to do the shopping and then later in the afternoon we went to fill the car up with petrol making what should have been one trip became two trips.  We then decided to wash both my mum and dads car so that the grit and salt that has been on the road does not effect th...